lost

i live to dream and i dream to live.
but i’m done closing my eyes
and i’m done telling lies
because i’ve got nothing else to give.


my dreams just don’t come true
my hopes tear me apart
so i’m hiding my heart
i don’t know what else to do.


tell me tell me
it’ll be okay.
show me show me
i am good enough
as i am.


i hold myself together
i am breaking up inside
but i know you are blind
you don’t see I’m going under.


i’m counting on me
but even that’s not much
when all that I can touch
is a lock without a key.


tell me tell me
it’ll be okay.
show me show me
i am good enough
as i am.


all i wanted was you
to tell me it’s okay
to show me a new day
but you never came through.


so all i want is me
i lost who i am
and in that i am damned
because i don’t believe.


tell me tell me
it’ll be okay.
show me show me
i am good enough
as i am.


i don’t want to be
anyone but me
if i could only see
how to save me
i can’t believe.





another song/poem/thing by moi.
lost