Monday, June 15, 2009

look at me.

school is almost over. summer is coming. or, well, it's supposed to be. we shall see.


i went and saw the new mission park/pool today. very, very nice. i can't wait until wednesday, when i can go swimming. kati, wanna come with?

i have absolutely nothing exciting to say. except that i hope you forgive me. i haven't been the best of friends. i never call you, i stopped texting you, i never thought that you might even want to speak to me (assuming you did), and i even told you that i didn't want to be friends with you anymore, even though half the things you've said to me over the years are/were true.

i wish i could still say i have a best friend. but even the one who i though would always be there, since third grade, has replaced me. i have a habit of making myself replaceable, don't i?

i'm just realizing how self-centered i am. it's not like i'm the only one that has issues.
gah, i'm done.

1 comment:

*katherine* said...

ooo, I'd love to, but I'm taking a ransom trip to Montana tomorrow with my aunt as her "travel guide" haha.

I do forgive you. Friendships are bunk, as are any relationships. Everything has to be so complicated for one reason or another. I haven't replaced you love, I find myself alone. Not even Tyler is really my friend, him and I are held together by strange sexual tensions that don't make any sense whatsoever.

Everyone is self-centered when it comes to certain things. Except for me, because I'm perfect...haha kidding.

But really, I'm sorry for all of those times that I completely ignored you because I was too enthralled in what Kevin now refers to as high school love that wasn't meant to last.

I love you.
*muah*
.....
*sexy grandma kiss*
lol