blah

blah blah.
just keep talking.
talk to me. keep going and going.
all of you.
except one.
silence is what i want from you.
no need to speak
your touch tells me everything.


my head is so heavy
my legs are so light
what's wrong with me?
not so hot anymore, huh?
sun shines outside
shaking with cold
raw pain in the back of my throat
all out of menthol
hurts to swallow
a wall behind my eyes
i feel it blocking out the world
my ears are closed
i am in a cocoon
of cold
of pain
of sickness.
yet again.